Push and Pull kinda love affair

We've known one another for 4 years now,

I fell in love with you,

you liked me.

You didnt love me the way i wanted you too,

i moved on,

we tried to become friends.

I accepted that we are better off as friends,

Years passed and we saw one another again.

Just one look,

and i remembered the same feeling i had for you.

You were as sweet as ever, maybe more.

Maturity made you a better man.

We went on dates.

My feelings started to be stronger,

I deny that im in love with you all over.

Im afraid and so are you.

I miss you

i wanna be with you.

You wanna be with me too

but something's holding you back,

I wish i know how you feel

I wish finally you're feeling it too.

It's been 4 yrs.

I wanna be happy with you!

I never intended to be this sad today

Our story began a few years back. I saw him during fiesta. He's a cousin of a neighbor and i thought to myself. Wow what a goodlookin guy. I was smitten right away. a few year later i saw him again and started to ask about him, Nosy friends started to say that i have a crush on him so they introduced us. He has an equally goodlooking brother and his brother and i got along well. Christmas came and he invited me over but i refused since i really dont know him at all and of course i was shy. Then it was New year and i was my fabulous self again. Brother said that i was so pretty and sexy and he never thought i be that gorgeous when made up. Another fiesta came and this time my guy had the courage to invite me again. I took his offer and for the first time we talked and got to know each other. He even held my hand and from then on i knew he's a sweet guy.

Now he is leaving for work and im a emotional disaster and i cant cry because i know there is no reason for me to cry.

THERE FOR ME

For the guy who has always been there for me. You asked me why i'm so good to you eventhough there were moments that you caused me pain. Well you might not remember this, but there were more moments of fun and far greater happiness that we shared together than the hurt i felt when you failed to realize i should have been the one you loved.

I'd never have known

The way it feels to love

Without the love

You showered

Down upon me

Warm

Warm as the sun

Melting away the rain

Giving me strenght

To face another morning

So many times I felt afraid

And turned to you

To find my way

I reach inside

And find you there

You are with me everywhere

Chorus:

All

It would take all

All of my life to find

Someone more there for me

There for me

And I'm never alone

Cause in my heart I know

You're always there for me

There for me

I

I won't let go

Of precious memories

They are the light of hope

That burns inside me

And everytime I lose my way

You shine for me

And I'm okay

You lead me way beyond it all

And you never let me fall

Chorus

You'll always catch me

When I fall

Chorus

My love

You're always there for me

1 plus 1 is not equals to 2

In mathematics, this can be proven and in Gestalt Psychology, the popular saying goes "The whole is greater than the sum of all parts" which means that things are so complex that it cannot be deduced into simple things combined together which causes the effect but the completeness of things that makes it complex.

but Occam's Razor principle states that "the simplest solution is usually the correct one" and this is what i wanna focus on.

Here's the story behind this scholarly introduction.

I was minding myself on facebook when this guy talked to me. I was not in the mood but i didnt wanna be rude so i talked to him. Then he asked me something that was inappropriate so i said its none of his business, he quickly apologized and gave an excuse on why he asked it. I said its not a big deal and that im just a little grumpy. He then said that he wants to be my friend and perhaps he can help. Showed him my facebook status.


Clio Nicole > Been up for 20 hrs now, cant sleep with this heat, i feel like crying now, waaaaaahhh

He asked. "is it summer in the philippines?" i said its winter coz im trying to be brash but for the love of a scrubbing pad, he said how can it be hot when its winter. so i had to be honest and said that it was a satirical answer but he still insisted on knowing what i mean.

Now i realized that this guy understands gestalt more than occam's razor. or maybe i used words he does not understand.

But i would still insist. I need common sense in people. bwahahaha

All about steve or bradley cooper

I've been running dvd marathons lately and one of the movies i watched is All ABOUT STEVE and despite all the not so good reviews i find it entertaining and fun to watch, Maybe because Bradley Copper is hot. Heheh Plus the music at the end is amazing. Its from Nikki Costa's everybody's got their something, Watch and listen



Now here's bradley. love him

On my birthday. This is the one that made me laugh the hardest.

On a roman catholic dominated country like the philippines, We have what we call "holy week", where everything is solemn to commemorate the passion and suffering of christ. Unfortunately. My birthday fell on this week so i cannot celebrate out of religious respect (im agnostic btw).
So i settled to just be available online, Then this guy sent me a message through chat.

Here's what happened to our conversation:

I wanted to be ownest as well but i just could'nt force myself to be OWNEST too.

Grateful w/ Partition Find and Mount

My dessy (desktop computer) started booting herself non-stop so i tried to fix her with the little know how i have when she had the same problem awhile back but this time it didnt work. I searched the web and followed the advice of some experts to installed my harddisk into a different computer but it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be, The step dad of my ex bf even tried to help me but it caused more problems because after checkiing my HD, it didnt even boot at all. My dad decided to bring it in for diagnostics but they said that i needed to buy a new hd since my old one is totally lost. So i bought a new one, Started to learn more on how to add a second hd and i was succesful. I found my old hd working fine but the problem is, The partition i had on it is missing, Google is there to help me so i researched on all possible ways to recover all my lovely NICKY pics and videos and none of them worked. Some seemed potentially viable but i had to wait like 9 to 10 hrs for them to scan for my files. Sorry but a goddess cannot wait that long. i almost lost hope and i wanted to cry but then i stumbled upon PARTITION FIND AND MOUNT and like my saving grace, It recovered all the millions of nicky files in the speed of light compared to the ugly file recovery softwares out there. Now i feel like an expert. and i am now eternally grateful with PARTITION FIND AND MOUNT.

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