MALAISE

It's been quite awhile when i had my last illness. i can still remember that when i was feeling sick back then, the only wish i had was not to get well but for someone to take care of me! Perhaps prayers are stronger when you're not feeling well because after that, i met a man who took care of me even when i was better. Now i'm not feeling ok and thoughts of someone caring for me are just floating around my head. It's a nice thought but somehow, maybe out of maturing, I wish i was better, so can take care of myself and hopefully take care of someone who cares for me.