RUSH HOUR

Pahingal akong dumating sa sakayan ng jeep dahil yung tricycle na nasakyan ko eh naisipang ibaba ako dun sa mas malayong kanto para daw mapagod ako sa paglalakad. Pagdating ko tatlong tao palang ang nagaantay para sumakay ng jeep. Lovers at isang lalake na malaki ang tiyan. So dun ako sa may WAITING SHADE pumesto para pag merong dumaang jeep eh ako yung unang makakasakay. Nakalipas ang ang ilang minuto siyam na pala kaming nagaantay ng jeep pero wala paring jeep na dumadaan. Ang siste pa, napanis kana nga kakahintay eh aagawan kapa ng jeep, naburaot talaga ako nung meron ng jeep na dumaan at yung mga hindi pa nakakapunta ng WAITING SHADE ang nakasakay agad so pagdating sakin eh puno na. Naisip ko nalang tuloy na dito talaga sa pilipinas, minsan minsan lang sipagin ang mga tao na magkaron ng disiplina. At pag RUSH HOUR talaga eh kaylangan kalimutan ang mga tamang sakayan at babaan dahil aabutin ka ng pagdebut ni Sharlene San Pedro bago ka makasakay. Pero teka ngayon ko naaalala, pano magkakaron ng RUSH HOUR sa pagpasok ko eh 5:30 AM yun?

I wish i know what you're going through?

I saw your profile and i noticed that you have updated it. So much for the happy profile i knew. Now all i can sense is sadness and uncertainty. although a glimmer of hope and freedom can be seen on the things you wrote, i cant help but think that something happened and that you went or still going through something difficult. You may show off a happy and contented facade but your face, your eyes and your smiles has nothing.

You may not have the feel of telling me what's wrong. You may not have the need to let me know what's going on. I just wish i knew so that i know better how to deal with you.

E.O.P (English Only Policy)

Siempre maraming mga eksena sa OFFICE:

SCENE 1:

Customer: So i need to have a credit for this?

Agent: KORAK!

SCENE 2:

Customer: When can the installation happen?

Agent: We can schedule you after we have card the charge.

SCENE 3:

After putting the customer on hold for 1 min.

Agent: Congratulations for patiently waiting sir!

SCENE 4:

Agent: Now sir, You will hear two short BEPS.

SCENE 5:

Agent: Sir, Do you have a CREYDIT card or a DEYBIT card?

Ewan, naloloka nako dito sa mga taong english ng english.

The one that got away~

In our lives people come and go, Some would even leave a mark on our lives but there are those who would leave us nothin but longing or empitiness. I'm dedicating this entry to those who swept me off my feet and left as soon as they came. I still remember the first day i saw you. I was smitten by your eyes and your lips. Although i had to admit that your charm got me, i tried so hard to resist my emotions since i was in an emotional uncertainty back then. I even tried to ignore you and be casual in your presence but you had your way into me. We started to know one another and suddenlly i realized you're becomming more that my usual listening buddy. You captured my enamored heart and i feel deep into your presence. I started dreaming about us and eventhough im uneasy specially for your sake whenever people would talk about us being like a couple but deep in my heart, sparks are flying just thinking of that possibility. You never fail to make me smile and cheer me up. Your words and your speaking eyes tell me everythings gonna be fine. Now your walking away. With heavy steps and even a heavier heart and there's nothing we can do about that. it's just hard since I didnt even had the chance to say my goodbye and tell you that i love you. YOU TAKE CARE MY ALMOST KNIGHT AND SHINING HERO

TIGILAN NIO AKO~

ANU BA? ilan beses ko ba kailangan sabihin to, Bakit paulit ulit nio nalang akong tinatanong tungkol sa bagay na to? Hirap na Hirap nakong mag explain. tapos hanggang ngayon hindi nio pa rin naiintindihan. Bakit ba hindi mawala wala sa isip nio ang bagay nato tungkol sakin? Parang awa nio na, PAKI SABI SA MGA TAONG MAKITID ANG UTAK TUNGKOL SA SASABIHIN KO.

HINDI AKO DINOSAUR~

FROM: THESAURUS!

AND SO IT HAPPENED.

My ex and i were supposed to have our 2nd date on my restday but unfortunately something came up so he had to postpone it. Never thought that it would happen 2 days after my restday. My ex called me one afternoon just to explain why he had to cancel and being the temptress that i am, i asked him if he would like it if we can see each other that night he said it's ok with him so we went out. While we were having dinner, He asked me if i remember what i told him about taking care of him and feeding him to make him chubby (he's thin and im a sucker for plump guys)and that made him think of us living together or something to that effect and he was seriously reconsidering that set-up. and that blew me off, coz that is such a big decision and it's such a commitment and honestly i am not ready or mature enough for that kind of set-up. So i said things aren't smooth enough on both our families for us to venture into that kind of situation.

That night i was wearing just a simple but sexy outfit and being the conservative guy that he is, of course he had comments about what i am wearing and that i should have a jacket or something to cover me up. Duh, he was so weary when i was checking his wallet then i found out he had a discount card for a motel and a condom on his wallet. so much for being conservative. DARN~ he wanted to explain why he had those but i was already aggrevated and was consuming more than what i can handle. Although i know that he has not been sleeping around but still thinking that he is doing it with someone else was like a riffle on my heart. I was so drunk i hardly remember how we got home and how we ended up on my room. The way he looked at me was full of intimacy but he taught i was too drunk to even respond but when he said that he has to go home. i asked him to stay and emotions and desire filled the room. He was so concerned with me coz he knew it was my first time and eventhough we had our intimate moments when we were together. doing it again after 4 yrs with more intensity was not my expertise.

Now my life will never be the same again. and having been intimate with my man is such a big thing to me, I feel so guilty knowing that he has a girlfriend and us seeing each other will make me his mistress. We dont have a relationship but having this between us is such a complication with its impact still unknown for both of us. I wanna be with him but there's just so many factors and issues i have that i cant see myself being with him. but it bothers me that he's not mine. Im happy when were together, he still has that magic influence on me but im still holding back for some reason. I wish he's not making such a big fuss over this and i wish i can finally clear things up and hopefully enjoy whatever endeavor that we will take on the future. may it be moments with him or parting with him completely.

peste!

Kakabili ko lang ng computer dahil dun nagapply ako ng dsl connection sa bahay. So excited ang lola mo para makapag-internet ng wan-to-sawa. ang kaso pekpek na antivirus na nakainstall sa pc ko eh pang HIV virus lang yata ang kayang patayin. ayun sobrang daming hirap at pasakit and not to mention pera para sa pagaayos ng lecheng pc ko.