SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE~

After watching crazy movies last week. I finally had something worth my $3.2 movie ticket. I had always been a devotee of sex and the city but i have to admit. I kinda share the feelings of other fans that there couldnt be anything more greater than the series and this movie is kinda the anti-climax of the whole thing. But boy i was wrong. The girls delivered the same awesome performance and i can even say this is the best sex and the city ever.

I love it, I simple do. The best. I even cried. Promise. aahhhhh.

I love it. nuf said~

Nice that you're back

Butchok was a great love of my life, We share this great relationship where communication and love is the center of our life. Eventhough things didnt end up right between us. (Our History) at least we remained friend.

It took around 5 months before we started talking again. (Our Closure) and it just happened, one day he opened our communication lines again and im so happy that he's back and that things are goin great for him.

Things really work out in the end coz i may have lost a lover but at least i gained a good friend who knows me for who i am, a friend whom i can be my fucking self and never worry that i will be judged as a fucking freak. heheh.

Thanks butchok, i know your're happy for me that i have somone now and i do share that you find yours too.

Here's the locket he made that he promised to give me. bwahhahah. i think im gonna wear that on my wedding day. Sana matuloy kc we promised one another that we are gonna be present on our wedding day. heheh

Discrimination in my OWN COUNTRY

This event reminded me of the SALEM WITHCRAFT TRAIL in 1962, The BLACK POWER REVOLUTION and our very own EDSA REVOLUTION.

In this age of advanced technology and supposedly civilized and rationalized society, We still find oppression, bigotry and tyranny amidts our lives.

I now wonder,

How long should anyone fight to gain what is respecfully intrinsic to one's existence?

Here's the story,,,

The Society of Transsexual Women of the Philippines (STRAP) held it's Anniversary on the 24th of May and the girls decided to celebrate this event in Ice Vodka Bar, located in Greenbelt 3, 3rd level Ayala Center, Makati City, Metro Manila.

Before they can enter, The bouncer stopped the girls saying that the girls were "inappropriately dressed" eventhough they were dressed decently, tastefully, and most importantly just like any other human being who lives her life as female 24 hours a day. One of the founders of the the first transsexual women's support group and transgender rights advocacy organization in the Philippines, Ms. Sass asked for the manager and the bouncer was kind enough to let her in, Manager Ms Belle Castro accomodated her and very sympathetically and respectfully listened to her complain. Here's what the manager said:

1. (Referring to the sisters) That "people like them" aren't allowed in our bar every Fridays & Saturdays;

2. That that was an agreement between all the bars in Greenbelt (Ms. Belle Castor particularly mentioned their bar, Absinthe, and Café Havana) and Ayala Corporation, the company which owns the Greenbelt Complex;

3. That the reason for this policy is: "Marami kasing foreigner na nag-kocomplain at napepeke daw sila sa mga katulad nila." Loosely translated in English: "There are lots of foreigners complaining because they mistakenly perceive people like them as real women"; and

4. That they have a "choice" to implement the policy.

That's when the strap sister lose it.

Why is this kind of discrimination happening in this fucking country, and what gave the fucking foreigners the right to demand to block people like them to enter bars in our very own country?

Ok, people might say that they have it goin since they could have just avoided the incident if they dressed APPROPRIATELY. right?

but that is just blatanly stupid and utmost ignorant. Transgendered/Transexual women finds peace and balance if they see, act and live as a woman. It is second to nature so who gave anyone the right to force anyone how to dress and how to live life.

People around the world, througout History had to fight just to have the simpliest of rights, When will this end?

ANTI-DISCRIMATION LAW, WHERE ARE YOU?

coz it's really tiring to wake up everyday to fight for MY EXISTENCE AS A WOMAN!

%%%%%%%%%%UPDATES:

I think it's my moral duty and responsibility to correct any negative perception this incident caused againts Greenbelt, IceVodka and specially Ms. Belle Castro.

After the incident, Formal Complaint was made and The operations engineer of Greenbelt promised to take positive actions regarding this matter.

We (STRAP FAMILY) are demanding that the whole Greenbelt Complex and so much as the whole Ayala malls be declared as "DISCRIMINATION FREE"and i think they will heed this call. (kudos to them)

Ms. Belle Castro, Apologized and expressed full support and commitment to fair, equitable and respectful treatment of people of trans experience. This email serves as her formal apology towards Sass and the stap sisters:

Good Evening Ma'am, This is Belle Castro of IceVodka bar. Im writing you know to express my deepest apology for everything happened last night. I know i made a big mistake when i did that to you and your friends. i misjudged you and prevented you from your right to have a good party in our bar. It gave me sleepless night and GOD was indeed good coz i prayed hard before i go to sleep to give me a chance to say my piece and sincerest apologies to you and your friends. i want to say sorry now not as a manager of a bar but as a person will all humility i ask for forgiveness to you Ms. Sass and to your friends . Sorry for i caused you pain and for the disrespect that you got. ICEVODKA will always be open to everybody now will never discriminate ever again. i hope this will serve as a good start of friendship. again im sorry.

Belle Castro.

Snap snap to them!

THEME: Wakasan ng buhay

2 weeks nakong walang ginawa kundi gumimik, kahit na workdays, gumigimik ako. after office gimik, minsan kahit 7 am palang ng umaga, nagbebeer nako, Sabi nga ni baby D, ano ba daw problema ko bakit nilulunod ko sarili ko sa alak.

Now i know why alcoholics love what they are doin, coz just like them, i do find reprieve even in a few moments.

MALATE MOMENTS:

Geisha and i decided to go out, Una nagprovidence kami and dun ko napatunayan na ang kumare ko ay total entertainer with the most impressive Coloratura voice. Then we decided to go to malate for a night of bonding. Gusto ko sana sa providence coz surreal ang klase nung ambiance dun. short tables with pillows as your seats pero grabeh, iba nanyari, maingay! and as the night went by and booze started to affect men. aba, we had 5 or 6 guys dancin in front of us. almost stripping pa nga. Kc nman yung pwesto namin may malaking salamin sa likod, so yung mga lalake pinapanood ang sarili habang gimigiling sa saliw ng maharot na music. ayaw man aminin, pero nagmukhang meron kaming private dancers bwahahaha. 6 am na kami umuwi kahit na nandun parin yung mga boys.

BAHAY MOMENTS:

Umaga, pero walang paki, inum parin.

Nagkayayaan na maginuman sa bahay kahit na umaga at umuulan. 8am nasa bahay na kami and again dun ko napatunayan na multi-talented ang kumare ko, nag mix sha ng kung anung gulay but it turned out to be the most delicious gulay na matitikman ko, (well done mare, pede kana maging housewife o kaya cook o kaya katulong, choze). After kumain, umpisahan na ang inuman at ang walang kwentang magic sing. (ngongo na kc matanda na sha at mejo sira na ang amplitheater namin) Ross was the virginal/tweetums singer while my mare was the lounge singer and ako, well nag-all by myselflang nman ako at nabasag yung give-away na merong colored sand dahil 10 millions decibels na pagbuntunghininga ko

After nun. uwian na dahil 2 pm na yun noh, at meron ng MINDGRAIN ang mga tao samin. (read: MINDGRAIN> yan yung narinig kong dahilan bakit yung pinsan nung kasabay ko sa jeep eh merong sakit sa liver, lagi daw kc nag mefenamic acid kaya ayun nasira ang liver nia) infairness totoo naman na parang me grain sa utak mo pag inaatake ka ng MINDGRAIN.

PALAWAN MOMENTS:

Finally nakapunta na rin ako sa infamous hangout ng mga naghahanap ng panadaliang aliw, PALAWAN.

3 palan ang pwesto dun. 1st palawan eh yung ordinary place na merong videoke. 2nd eh yung parang disco place (not sure about this) 3rd. yung madilim na puro kubo (not sure about this) pero dun lang kami sa 1st palawan dahil mura, chaka and single lang. Subrang amazing kc puro lalake, iba't ibang klase ng mukha ng kabadingan ang nandun, very colorful talaga. heheh. 3 lang kaming babae kaya solong solo ang LADIES CR samantalang pila dun sa MEN's cr. bwahahha. pati pagkanta colorful din, merong mga lalake ang boses kumanta tpos regine velasques and song. merong super falsetto na walang hangin, merong marunong magwhistle (i was really impressed with the guy) pero marco sison ang boses. pero di mawawala ang mga matang paikot-ikot na kala mo me hinahanap. mga lalakeng lakad ng lakad at mga lalakeng congeniality stars kc subrang friendly sa lahat,

kasama ko si madam claudia at meron na sha mga friends dun kaya ok lang kc masaya. merong guy na super friendly sakin nung una pero nung nakainom na eh hindi nako pinansin dahil lalake na ang gustong makasama, (bwahaha, expected na yun noh. hello?) merong waiter na subrang nagagandahan sakin. (pero i knew why he was so fond of me, He was vicariously living his supressed dream of being beautiful through me. ahaha)

Nga pala, napatunayan na naman pagiging luka luka ko,, kc yung friend nung kasama ko was cute and friendly, binili pa nga nia ako ng sundae sa jolibee nung kumain sila dun. (ang gulo noh, colt 45 tapos sundae??) at dahil bigay nia sakin so kinain ko na rin kahit na meron pa akong lolipop. Anyway dahil very vocal ako pag meron ako na-aapreciate , sabi ko he's very cute pero hindi sha photogenic, tawa tuloy sila ng tawa.which untill now eh hindi ko maintindihan kc i cant see anything wrong sa sinabi ko.

If i die because of this lifestyle, pakilibing nalang ako, bwahahha.

MAGULO

2 days na restday kaya nasa bahay lang ako pero deep inside gustung gusto kung lumayas at magliwaliw pero wala naman akong pera...tsaka gusto ko sana, merong kasama pero mahirap kc konti lang friends ko tsaka hindi sila makasabay sa gimik ko. Naisip ko na mag soloista nalang ang drama ko pero ang lungkot nman nun, tsaka if ever gagawin ko yun, gus2 ko nasa malayong lugar talaga (aman polo? why not)

Sa two days na yun. ilang beses akong nagtalo kung iinum ba ako ng san mig light pampatulog, (mga 14 bottles hehe) pero dahil mainit tsaka tinatamad ko kya natulog nalang ako. Bago pumasok, nag txt si mareng geisha, nsa highway ang potah, balak na yatang magpakasagasa sa pedicab, ewan ko ba sa isang yun, nagleave ng halos one week, wala nmang pupuntahan. burnt out na daw sa work. sabagay ang hirap matulog sa office no, ang sakit sa likod ng mga upuan. Actually ako din burn out na. ang hirap na ngang hilahin ang sarili para pumasok eh. pero kaylangan eh.

so nagkita nalang kami ng kumare ko, usap usap. plano plano. kakatamad na magtrabaho kaya naisipan namin na magbusiness nalang, pero dahil tamad kami pareho, wala rin kaming napagdesisyunan ,bahala na next. time nalang.

Anyway, ang hirap ng lagay namin, subrang idle and monotonous na. ako rin nararamdaman ko ang psychological effects ng pagiging redundant ng buhay. i need spice, i need life. Nung naghiwalay na kmi, nadepress ako and i dont know the reason. basta sad lang, mejo natuwa ako sandali kc nakita ko yung ibang site ni kumare and tlagang humanga ako pero after that, balik sa dati. SHEEET gusto ko na magkaboyfriend na kaladkarin. i mean yung pede kong dalhin kung saan saan. Nga pala. I can fully say na im over na sa drop-out namin ni baby D, pero bakit ganun, after acceptance tsaka dumating and depression. samantalang ang stage of grieving. number 4 si depression tas number 5 si acceptance. ewan ang gulo.

Sa subrang wala akong magawa. nakita ko ang kutsilyo, anu kaya maglaslas ako noh? kaya lang ang pangit ng headline sakin, "Diosa, sa subrang bored, naglaslas". eeewww. hindi glamorous. talaga ngang "Idle mind is the devils playground" tanginang mga demonyo to, ginawa pang paraisong pambata utak ko.

Have a happy week everyone~ IF HINDI HAPPY, INUMAN NALANG. HEHEH

The Mandible and the SNOUT episode.

Geisha has a new photoblog and one of the

entries there is about

NGALA-NGALA.

At siempre nagcomment ako sa dalawang to. sumagot ba nman ang

geisha na kung ganito rin ba daw ang design ng mandible ko?. In response to him, ETO ANG ENTRY REPLY ko sa kanyang

tanong.

NGUSO~

David Archuleta

Minsan lang ako manood ng TV at hindi ako mahilig manood ng american idol, actually dalawang american idol lang gusto ko, si Fantasia tsaka si Melinda Doolittle, siempre nanjan na rin yung mga boys pero chika nalang yun. Anyway. i didnt like David archuleta at first eventhough i was blown away dun sa acapella performance nia during the first AI season. (check that video) pero recently. mahal ko na sha, (pedophilia?? he's 7 lang kc) Ok maraming nagsasabi jokla sha pero i dont mind. bwahahaha. (lesbiana na naman ako). basta. kanina lang gumana kami ng home video habang nasa piano sha, kumakanta ng a thousand miles. (bwahahaha, feeling na nman ako)

I simply love him, sha lang ang male artist na talagang nagustuhan ko ng sobra.

anyway here are some of the vids na nakalap ko. bwahahhaha,

Starsearch: dito lutang na lutang ang pagiging hispanic/latino nia.

Starsearch ulit: i love this one,the best for me.

Joyjoy: putol pero galing parin.

o holy night: the best.

hayaan nio na lang ako, siguro umiiral lang ang aking maternal instinct. cute kc nia eh, parang baby bear lang. hehehe