I may show off as a dumb stereotypical blonde with superficial goals in life and i may only seem to care about men's validation that im a hot chick who needs attention but i am so much more than that. I may not be as smart and talented as The hell you care or as eloquent as Geisha but i know myself and even with the enormous and overwhelming fears that i have. I have something firm inside me that i know will be steadfast regardless of what fuck up things that may happen.
I recently recieved an email from a guy. He initialy asked me if i am a tranny which is the truth but somehow it still manages to hit a nerve within me so i asked him where did he found my email. He said that he is a friend of my beautiful bestfriend and that he has been wanting to ask her out for a while but cant find the courage to do so. I told him i dont meddle with my friends dating decisions. He obnoxiously told me that i can just say in passing that he wanted to date her so she can be ready when he actually ask her out. This irked me because all my life, people have been trying to be nice to me so that they can make a pass with my pretty friend. (of course, all my friends are pretty since beauty attracts beauty)
DO I FUCKING LOOK LIKE A PIMP?
So i said sorry and told him i wont do it then he said "ok. I've heard that trannys are mean" that's when i lose it so i send him a massage.
Yes, Trannies can be mean to obnoxious guys but since i sense some sort of desparation from you because a confident man wouldnt ask a total stranger just to date someone, I will tell my bestfriend about you and how you seem to be intimidated easily and give her all the details of this wonderful conversation and how it went.
then he sent this reply. "oh so you are her bestfriend. Well you seem to be so smart and i base this observation from the emails you have sent me. Have you had womanizing surgeries? Take care mwuah. 
Talk about damage control.
"Dont patronize me, asshole!" but i decided not to justify his email and deleted it right away.
Another man added me to his friends list and i can tell that we've talked before and that i have deleted him from my list the first time we've talked. He started to say how wonderful my pics are and that i seem to be the right kind of girl for him. (talk about being cocky, didnt it ever occur to him that HE MAY NOT THE THE RIGHT KIND GUY FOR ME?) but i let it pass. I reminded him that im a transgendered woman and he immediately said that he is very interested with me and that he had never met anyone like me but nonetheless he is very curious of what may happen between us. All his massages have sexual undertones so i told him that i remember deleting him from my list and he immediately apologized and said that he is new to this and that he doesnt know how to treat a woman like me since he doesnt have prior experience. Word of Advise moron. I am not a special woman who needs extra treatment. If you dont know how to treat a person, regardless what gender or sexuality they have, "YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW TO TREAT SOMEBODY" I started to diss hi off since talking to him is obviously a waste of my time. he then asked why do i have to "attack" him. I explained to him why. I explained to him that the moment he heard "transgendered", he automatically assume that it is ok for him to disrespect me. that somehow my transgenderism is a permit for him to totally lose decency and start being vulgar. He said sorry and that he will keep everything in mind.
I am not prube and i am definitely not pure but i expect more, I definitely deserves some courtesy and deference.
So please. Dont talk to me when you're using your DUMB STICK because condescening words and sweet talk cannot cloak your intentions from me
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