IF You doubt that true love exists, Watch this

Maybe you would think that you will never have this kind of love but you have to realize you're alive, That means you're Loved

"I was about to make vows just two months from the accident, Through thick and thin, till death do us part, In sickness and health, for better for worse. What kind of guy would i be if i walked out when she needed me the most?" - Chris Medina

Fairytale is Over!

I woke up and had this dreadful feeling inside me. I knew a terrible heartache is on its way and i was right. My fairytale has ended. My Knight, My Prince decided it's not worth the effort. I dont hate him coz i admire his honesty and braveness. I know its a bit difficult for him as well because deep down inside i know he is a good guy. A guy just like any, who has flaws>

Of course i could never be certain of what were his intentions.

But he made it clear that it's over.

And i would respect that.

i will move on,

I will dream that maybe he would realize that it was wrong to let go of me

and dream that maybe there's a chance for us again.

But i will not hate him or any of his kind.

Because i am a woman. A woman who loved and got hurt.

But as a woman, I will Love again.

I will be brave again.

And as a woman, I will be Happy Again!

They say Love is Patient

But everyone knows im not.

Here's my story with Ponchong:

We met sometime in May of 2008 and we hit it off right away. We sent thousands of emails and chatted almost everyday but the wonders of technology was not enough coz i still miss talking to him. His schedule did not help as well. Just as we were getting closer, something unexpected happened. August of 2008 his emails stopped and i couldnt get a hold of him. His account was deactivated and there was no way for me to find out what happened to him. I thought of the worst possible things and it took me months to accept that that's the end of my dream with him.

2 yrs and 5 months after losing him. We found each other again. He said sorry and explained why he had to leave without a word. Call me silly but i believed him although of course there's still a part of me whose still unable to trust but im willing to ignore it. Now it's January 2011 and Im confused. I know that in life people who have taken risks have had the greatest life story. But am i taking a calculated risk or a foolish kind of risk?

Im agnostic and i dont pray but this time im praying. Praying that he would be truthful when he said that he wont make the same mistake of losing me specially now that he found me again.

How it all started

June 14, 2006 i was still working in the middle of nowhere. i had lots of time in my hands so i started to read blogs of the people i worked with,

Choleng has The Jayna Monologues

Leo had The hell you care now its under I am LeoValle JAPAN

And another inspiration is The Geisha Diaries

Now lets check if their inspiration can stand the test of time.

Its Jan 25, 2011.

Unresonable daw ako???

Look who's being unreasonable??? Kalabisan ba na maglambing ako na ibili mo ng chicken sa wendys tpos egg pie sa bakery sa kanto namin??? Excuse me pero on the way nman yun galing sa 8 hrs shift mo diba? idadaan mo na nga lang sa bahay namin eh?

Now Tell me??

KALABISAN BA YUN HA???

Ikaw nga ibinili ko ng 3 squidballs nung nagugutom ka eh!