Ym, maganda past time. dami mong nakakusap and nakikilala. Matagal nako merong constant chatmate and masasabi ko na he's a good person. We talk alot and he's nice to me. He's a texan guy who loves to travel. he currently in dubai and he's planning to come to the phillipines this season or maybe next january. or course he wants to see me though i'm not sure if i will. but probably i would. but let me worry about that when he's already here.
Sarap mo KUYA~ pede na 2
I dont wanna notice other guys and i dont wanna feel to full of myself, pero whattaheck, minsan lang naman ako mag feeling-feelingan so pagbibigyan ko na sarili ko, There is this one guy na nakilala ko, although before medjo aloof ako sa kanya because di ko sha feel, He's goodlooking and i know he's a good catch but there's just no spark in him. but i notice simula nung nagkausap kmi and we really had a great time then eh he's always looking at me. Last week, we had the chance to talk coz he wanted to have a picture of me, Then i found out that he liked me before but decided that it's no use to like me since kala nia meron nko BF kc nga hindi nako dumidikit sa kanya. i wanted to prove his assumption wrong pero naisip ko, mas ok nayung ganun. (SAYANG!) And another thing that makes me so "FEELING" is this old playmate that i had. in the past weeks , wala kmi ginawa kundi mag bangayan at mag away. I informed him that i'm not appreciating the way he treats me kc nga 3 days nlang kmi magkita tpos lagi pa nia ako inaaway. he said sorry and he said that that's what he like about us, pra kaming mga bata kung magasaran and then parang wala lang, sweet as ever. The thing is, started to feel na he's mad at me. napapansin nia cguro na i dont have time to him anymore, busy daw ako lagi kakaemail kung kanikanino at lagi daw akong busy with other guys, he's happy daw that i'm starting to explore and go out more pero bigla na shang magagalit sakin. anyway so i started to change. di ako pumasok and i treated him as if he's just one of the agents sa floor, Well it worked. kc he became sweet towards me. he initiates simple things just to talk to me and for me to notice him again. One gesture that i really liked was when he was so concerned coz i only ate half a sandwich within my entire shift. And kanina while passing through the empty underpass ng ayala at 5:30 am. Bigla ko sha naalala and bigla ko sha naiisip. I miss him pero hanggang ganun na lang yun, HINDI PARIN AKO ENAMORED EH> FEELING FEELING LANG!
Daming nagbago, ang daming naganap. Minsan kaylangan talaga na sumabay sa agos kung hindi mapapagod ka lang na labanan ang winds of change. May mga pangyayaring mas gus2 mong kumain nlang ng palaka kesa sikmurain ang mga kalokohan at kagagahan ng iba. Isang gabi meron akong kaibigan na nagdrama at umiyak hanggang mangamatis ang mata at ilong niya. Laki ng baggage na dinadala nia at dahil dun pati ako napaisip, Ano ba ang mga baggage na dinadala ko. lam ko marami pa galing childhood. meron sha cnabi na nagstruck sa isip ko~ "Meron tao na mamahalin ako kung sino at ano ako" Magandang paniniwala pero kung tutuusin pag ang isang tao ay blinded with this mindset. pedeng hindi na nya napapansin ang mga faults nia. (EXACT CASE of my friend). Naisip ko rin if i'm gonna live up with that mindset. Can i love somebody like me? Pag inisip ko yun., siempre sasabihin ko oo dahil sweet naman ako malambing and sobrang understanding, pero bakit hanggang ngayon walang nakakarealize nun? well ako narin namn ang me kasalanan eh, i dont allow myself or anyone to know me and to spend time with me to realize that im lovable. Sabi nga ni PUMBA. last week sweet-sweetan pa kami, pero nag restday lang ako eh hindi ko na sha pinapansin and mas madalas inaaway ko pa sha. I wanna be exclusive kc, this time exclusive to myself. mahirap isipin na for somebody like me na lifelong dream eh magkaron ng lovelife eh magiging masaya na single nagyong pasko pero yun na nga cguro. anyway meron pa nman next year eh. Hahaha. Masasabi ko lang. LETSENG QA SCORE KC TO<>
Ilang araw nako wala maisulat ng maganda. at salamat meron akong nakitang pede isulat pero naisip ko ang korni nman nun. so eto nlang. ibinibigay ko sa inyo si mackoy. ang dream man ko~
-Have you ever thought that you were going to
marry a person?:
~ oo nman
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it
hurt?:~ laque
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?:
~ tinatanong pa ba yan?
-Have you ever been cheated on?:
~ hindi mashado, hindi nman kc yun cheating eh
-What is your favorite physical feature about the
opposite sex?:
~ height,eyes, chubbiness. lips nose and most importantly HANDS
-Have you ever had your heart broken?:
~ oo..madalas.
-Have you ever broken someone's heart?:
~ 1 lang pero di ko nman sha bf eh
-If you could go back in time and change things
with any of your ex's, would you do it?::
~ cguro. oo nman
-Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend?:
~ im the best
-Have you dated people who were not good for
you?:
~ yup..
.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship?:
~ hindi, emotionally cgurop pero its my fault. ako ang abusive
-Have you dated someone older then you?:
~ sarap nun. hehehe oo nman
-Younger?
~ mas masarap yun. heheh
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second
chance?:
~ lagi, heheh
-Believe in love at first sight?:
~ .hehehhe. lagi kc marami nalolove at first sight sakin pero pag second nasusuka na
-Ever dated 2 people at once? ~ nung highschool
-Ever been given an Engagement ring?:
~ wla, ano yata bracelet o hikaw di ko na matandaan
-Do you want to get married?:
~ siempre, bukas
-Do you have something to say to any of your
exes?:
~ patikim nman
-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend?
~ yes, pero binabalik ko nman
-Ever liked someone's boyfriend
~ lahat ng me bf. gus2 ko
