IBAHIN NATIN PARA MABAGO~

Ang daming dumaan, HALLOWEEN, YEAR END PARTY, CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR,. Wala lang dumaan lang sha. Nung halloween, isa sa mga pangarap ko sa buhay eh meron makasama sa pagpunta sa sementeryo, ewan ko ba feeling ko magiging sobrang saya ako pag meron ako kadate nun, pero as expected. I went there alone. Sa YEAR END PARTY, I wanted to be shockingly gorgeous, although i kindda achieved that, pero yung balak ko na mahug halos lahat ng lalaken maging parte ng buhay ko eh hindi rin natuloy. Isa lang nahug ko nun hindi pa feel. Christmas came, Wla lang d2 lang sa office. although nsa office din yung isa kong crush pero it didnt mean anything since, again! wala lang nman yun. It has been my practice to be glamorous during new year's eve. Although i believe i was, wala nman pumansin sakin. tpos ang ka date ko pa eh yung officemate ko na gurl! ano nman ang gagawin ko dun diba, hehehe. The start of my year has not been good, 1st nalate ako, so parang im always late coming to work. Tpos i didnt feel quite celebrated that day dahil natabunan na naman ako ng friend ko na sobrang gorgeous. So here comes the answer to my pathetic and boring life, My account would be transferring to baguio, Its a pretty challenging and exciting change, pero siempre im still afraid of that huge change, tpos malapit na raw magkaron ng opening for supervisor position. and everyone is vying for me to apply for that. One of my inspiration recently went through a break-up and admittinglyi saw that as an oppurtunity for us perhaps to rekindle what we had pero sabi nga nila, what is lost is lost. and try as i might, i'll never find that again, tpos eto na nman, another special person in my life would possible be transferred to a different account. AYOKO sana pero meron ba ako magagawa? siempre iyak nlang ako and try to live my life the way i have always been living it, alone and accepting of the loneliness that it entails.