BLAST FROM THE PAST!!!

After a crazy emotional ride with TED, Im again grounded and somehow at ease about who i am. Kala ko magiging ok na ang lahat kc THE TRUTH has set me free. Pero all my life alam ko na hindi ako mabubuhay ng walang nagiging crush. kaya ayun eto na nman po ako, allowing my self to dream that John and I are together kahit na alam ko nman na its quiet impossible to happen. Una he's kinda homophobic pero dahil sa charms ko, proud ako kc he trusts me with his secrets and emotions na even his bestfriend di nia sinasabihan (BOG). pangalawa, he's the type who's not into serious relationship, at least not yet. pero siempre gus2 kong isipin na bka magbago sha pero sha na nga rin nagsabi never pa sha nagseryoso ng GF. pangatlo, He likes petite girls. eh ako grabeh sa laki ng bone structure ko para akong elepante. heheheeh pero khit na againts all odds ang pagkakacrush ko sa kanya (kc marami ang me ayaw sa kanya, some even say na mukha sha USER) still i cant help it. AND IN FAIRNESS to him (BULAG NA NMAN AKO) he has never taken advantage of me. jusko mas willing pa nga sha na magbayad ng taxi na sinasakyan namin. and during that taxi ride sobrang concern sha dahil napagod ako kakalakad nmin. and added note! He was kindda apologetic from dragging me sa pilgrimage na ginawa nmin nun! kakainis naaalala ko yung mga ganung bagay! c brandon kc eh

tignan mo, prang hawig pa cla! hummp! SARAP MO KUYA!!!!