eto na o eto na naman?

I've recovered! hehehe, though i still want closure pero di pako ready for that. yesterday we had the chance to talk, it was a very small talk but it made an impact on me and my decision to stay away from him. now more that ever im on the right tract, marami paring questions lalo na nung sinabi nya na "everythings the same, nothing has changed and i'm tired of it." pero at least im no longer longing for him. i miss him pero minsan minsan na lang pumasok sa isip ko yun. i know in my mind that given a chance i would still choose him over some other guys but at least not ending up with him doesnt hurt anymore. i still care but that's just for ol' time sake nlang. i dont know how to face him pero sooner or later i need to. but that's another entry na. hehehe. im ok na ngayon kc im no longer focused on 1 person, someone's making ma happy and all the time na magkasama kmi eh masaya talaga ako, khit na lagi kaming nagaaway pero ok lang kc ganun kami maglambingan, i fondly call him my playmate kc minsan naghahabulan kmi at harutan kmi ng harutan. kahit na mejo sa sobrang kulitan nmin nagkakainisan na kmi pareho, pikon kc sha. bwahahaha. pero after nman as if walang nagyari. merong pang moment na sabi nia sakin dapat daw isa lang ang makulit, the other one should be understanding, with matching give and take daw dapat, sagot tuloy yung kasama namin na "relasyon effect". well basta watever will be will be. pero he's not the only one on my list, meron pa akong schedule na ka date pero matagal pa yun. november 13 and 16. I intend to make him my bf pero kung hindi ok lang, basta turuan nia lang ako about sa mga bagay na hindi ko pa nararanasan. hehehe. anyway as of now, masasabi ko lang! CAREBEARS